TEMPORAL NOTE: This takes place sometime between Partners, Pt. 2 and Glory Days.....

Memories

by Cgreene2@aol.com

Rita grinned at him, her green eyes glowing in the dark room. "But as long as you're working with me, you're not even going to come close." He grinned back. "I wasn't making a play." He said. She laughed softly and turned her head. "Oh." She turned back to face him and her half smile slowly disappeared. "But as soon as they separate us, I will race you to the nearest motel." He smiled. "I couldn't take that chance, Sam. I am so good in bed I'd explode that balloon in your head in the first thirty minutes. I just wouldn't want that on my conscience." "Well, we'll just have to wait and see, huh?" She said. He could see the desire in her eyes, and he knew the same look was in his own. He reached up and smoothed the hair away from her face. "Yeah, we'll just have to wait and see." Chris Lorenzo turned over and glanced at the clock. It read 1:30 a.m. Chris groaned. He'd been trying to go to sleep for two hours. All he could think of was her. He couldn't get her off his mind. She'd been his best friend for years. He trusted her unconditionally and nobody on earth knew him better. He loved her more than life itself; he admitted it now. She was all he could want, even a few things he didn't know he wanted. They'd been lovers for a few weeks, but they had to keep it quiet. They had noticed the looks Captain Lipschitz had been giving them lately, so they had decided to spend the night apart and come to work separately the next day. Because of that, Chris was in his bed, alone, thinking about her. He glanced at the clock again. 1:31 a.m. He sighed. It was going to be a long night. She and Chris sat across from each other in the garden. She said, "In a lot of the most important ways, you're my best friend." Chris smiled. "I've never had a better friend in my whole life, Rita." She took a deep breath. "You know that I love you, don't you?" He laughed a little. "Yeah. I saw that in the Soul Search." He paused a moment. "I love you, too." "But, I'm not in love with you." "Oh, no, I'm not in love with you either. I saw that as well." Chris paused again and smiled slightly. "Maybe, someday. We will both look into the right one's eyes." Rita Lance lay in bed, staring at the ceiling. How many years had they wasted denying it? They'd denied it to everyone, to each other, even to themselves. And now? Rita sighed. Her heart was his; it always had been. They'd been partners for years, friends for twice as long. Everyone had always wondered abut them. Their significant others had always been jealous. They were so close; nothing had ever been able to separate them. She remembered all the times he'd held her in his arms, the nights they'd spent talking until the wee hours of the morning. They'd been there for each other through bullets and kidnappings, friends and lovers. They'd laughed together, they'd cried together. They'd taken long walks on the beach, and sipped wine with pizza. She'd fallen in love with him the moment she saw him; she admitted it now. There was no turning back. Rita glanced at the clock and groaned. 1:31 a.m. It was going to be a long night. Rita walked into the station in a skin tight black dress, her brown hair falling around her shoulders. His eyes widened when he saw her. She smiled at him. "You like the dress?" "No, I don't like the dress! Sammy, that's not a dress, it's a Band-Aid!" When Rita turned away from him and Tyler, he leaned close and whispered, "Rita is more than a partner to me. She's my best friend. You should know that." Tyler smirked. "I understand. Do you want to step outside and check the tires on my car, make sure they're safe?" "No. You hurt her and I'll rip your lungs out." She'd looked gorgeous. Chris had been jealous and he knew it. Sight unseen, he'd hated Tyler. Meeting him hadn't changed his opinion. Chris shook his head to clear it and turned over onto his stomach. He buried his head in the pillow. They sat together in a dim room, Chris massaging her feet. They talked about love, then she put her feet down. They sat close together for a moment, Chris holding her hand. She smiled at him. "Buy you a pizza, partner?" "No, not tonight. Melissa is keeping something warm for me." He pressed her hand to his lips. She laughed a little. "Yeah, I bet." "You have a good night." "You, too." "See you tomorrow." He stood and left. "Okay." She said softly, staring after him. Rita fluffed up her pillows and snuggled back down. How many nights had she wished Chris were with her when he was out on a date? He was always so protective of her, and he never liked the guys she dated. Rita sighed and closed her eyes. But, after a few moments, they drifted back open. They were walking on the beach together. The man they had both considered a friend had killed himself, after revealing he was a dirty cop. He was having a hard time dealing with it. "I can't grieve for him. He tried to kill you. All I feel for him right now is hate." He had said. He was hurt and angry and afraid of what might have happened. He also worried if he could ever reach that point. Rita was willing to be more forgiving. She smiled at him. "I think if we hold on to each other, we won't drift too far away." She said, hugging him. Chris turned over onto his back. He glanced at the clock. 1:40 a.m. Chris' arm was around her as they walked toward the water. "I lived through the worst thing in the world. I lost you." He pulled her close. "But, now I've got you back. I feel like I've been given a second chance." He'd held her tightly as she kissed his cheek. Rita turned over onto her stomach. She glanced at the clock. 1:40 a.m. She squeezed her eyes shut. Rita stood in front of him. The cut on his forehead was bandaged, and there was blood all over the front of his shirt. She hugged him tightly, then stepped back, crossing her arms. "I wasn't scared, not for a minute." He sighed. "Neither was I." Chris sighed deeply and ran his fingers through his hair. 1:43 a.m. She sat by the ambulance. The medic had said she was okay. Chris came running up. He'd been back from Boston for less than an hour. He folded her in his arms, whispering to her softly. He was so thankful she was okay. From a distance, Captain Harry Lipschitz looked on in concern. Rita kicked the comforter off her legs She flipped over on her back. 1:44 a.m. They sat together on his couch, Rita in his green robe. He was massaging her shoulders. "I went to Boston to find out if I was in love. And, I am. But, not with Jillian." He kissed her at last. No pretending, no play-acting. After a moment, he stood. "Look, I'm sorry, that was a mistake. I didn't mean to dump this on you. Uh, I'm going to go upstairs and make up the bed, so if you want to get some sleep, you can." Rita stood up in front of him and put her hands on his chest. "Chris." "Look, Sam, I don't want to lose your friendship. You're the most important thing in my life." "Shh." She kissed him. "Sam, is this a mistake?" He whispered, kissing her. "This is crazy. We shouldn't do this." She said, kissing him back. "We could stop." He looked into her eyes and smiled a little. Knowing what her answer would be, he asked, "Do you want to stop?" "No, I don't want to stop." She whispered. "I can't stop." He said, kissing her deeply. The green robe fell to the floor as he gathered her in his arms. Chris couldn't stand it anymore. He reached over and grabbed the phone, his fingers dialing rapidly. It was 1:45 a.m. Rita grabbed the phone the minute it rang, her heart pounding. "Hello?" "I can't sleep." She gripped the phone tightly. "Neither can I. I miss you." "I miss you, too. Oh, God, Rita, I want you so bad." "How soon can you get here?" "I'll be there in 10 minutes." By 2:00 am, they were holding each other tightly. You're my best friend, Chris. "Rita, I love you." I've never had a better friend in my life, Rita. "I love you, too, Chris." As their lips met, the memories fade and sleep was quickly forgotten. It was indeed a long night. NOTE: I'd like to thank the authors of these various episodes. I could not have done this without them! I know these episodes aren't word perfect, and I'm sorry, but I don't have all of them on tape! :-)

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