These are just a couple of many poems I have written about my self and others that I decided to dedicate to the relationship between Chris and Rita. They're all from Rita's point of view since in some, Chris is dead, some in which Chris is alive, and some in which Chris can either be alive or dead. More of these are soon to follow if you like them. Let me know what you think. e-mail me at classof99dagrind@yahoo.com or at rebelJay@yahoo.com.
SADNESS
by
You promised me...
You promised that you would be here for me.
You promised that we'd be together forever.
But you left,
And will never return.
All I can do is hope.
Hope that you will come to me in my dreams,
Hope that you will hold me once again.
But it cannot be.
It will never be.
I love you!
I love you deep within my heart and soul,
Deep within my mind and body.
Why did you leave me here?
Was it fate?
How am I supposed to go on?
How am I to do this?
How can I?
You were my life!
You were my love.
If only you could see,
See me now,
See what my love for you has done to me.
It has left me here alone,
Cold and depressed.
I can feel you inside me,
Inside my heart,
Inside my mind.
Why can't I just die,
And leave all this pain behind?!
But if I die, then I would have nothing.
Nothing left of the life we once shared.
Nothing left of our love.
But the one true thing I would still have...
Is sadness.
YOU
by
Here I am.
All alone.
No one to hold,
No one to love.
Now that you are gone,
Life has changed --
I've tried to move on,
But I can't
It's a cycle.
Every time I'm ready to go on,
You come back to me in my dreams,
And it starts over again.
It's just that I love you so much.
I always have.
From the moment we met,
There was just something there.
Something in the gaze of you blue, aqua eyes,
Kept me warm and tender inside.
But now those eyes are no more.
I cannot see them,
I can't even feel them.
Even in our child,
Your eyes are not there.
Nothing is --
I just don't understand what went wrong.
We were supposed to be together forever.
But that then changed.
The saying "It is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all,"
It is a lie.
And evil lie that changes life forever.
But life is always unfair to the people who are kind to it.
So what can I do now,
But sit here and cry?
'Cause the reason for my life is gone.
What reason is that you ask?...
You.
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